Plans and Such

We need to see. We need to make an effort to see. I haven't been able to write much recently. I will. I promise.

Also, I have so much going on in mind. I can't help it writing in down. I want to tell the world that I'm ambitious, but right now the voice is so weak. I can't even stand up and say: test me up, for your service. I'm guilty of being a "useless" individual. If my goal is to serve the whole human society, what I am doing now is a waste of time. I'm not learning much as I supposed to. I can't benefit the whole society. What else is out there? I don't know.

To know my inner-struggle, I have to know more. And be able to express the right feeling I have. I really can't. This is something I really lack of. What can be done.

I listed several short term goals in the begining of the year, but I haven't kept it up. I have to confess.

Now I'm listing it again, hope I can keep up.

1. A book a day, no matter how much I grasp. Weekend can be devoted to something else.

2. Small brochure kept with me. Vocabulary enlargement builder. Also several things to keep in mind. Write down stuff whenever I feel like to.

Thanks for bearing with me with my beginner's stumble on blogger. This has been rather informal and flowy directed by my consciousness. I hope you had a good day, and if you are driven and motivated please leave a comment as I suppose we can work togther. I shall write something about the first book I'm reading tonight. Book name: Why Europe Will Run The 21st Century.